so sorry abt today-was a bit off in the train(NOT DRUNK)anyway.
i think i will never find the right one
since im always turning away.
you're right.im carrying an armor-one thats so heavy, i cant seem to move on to anywhere in my lifei need protectioni feel that there's no one out there who watches over meso i build a shieldso i wont get hurtso im safe.its not hard living in the world one creates to hide themselves.its just hard that when you need a hand to guide you when you're lost in that worldand when you reaches out, no one's there to hold your handthen your frail heart breaksbecause then you will realise you are all alone in the world you hid yourself in.im safe in my world but im not loved, because i choose not to reach out at all.~me